Out of control and out of time I lie awake in the darkness. My heart is beating so loud that I’m afraid it will wake my wife Jane, sleeping next to me. Is this the day she’ll finally discover the real me? The person I tried to outrun? The personI tried to hide.
I’ve crashed through life like an out of control freight train. I’m off the rails in every way. Each day I get one step closer to the point of no return, one step closer to the moment of truth. And every time I stop it echoes in my head….
It’s like a bomb,hidden, waiting to explode. I am a basket case and I dread the day the world finds out………………..