Losing hope. Colleen Hoover. 2013.

Dean Holder has spent the last thirteen years obsessing over the moment that changed his life forever….the day his best friend was taken from him.

Holder can’t help blaming himself for Hope’s disappearance, and looks for her in every girl he meets. Until he finds Sky, who is the spitting image of the little girl that he let walk away all those years ago, only she doesn’t know who is……

But while Holder can’t help falling for Sky, he also can’t shake the responsibility he feels, and the new guilt that is thrust upon him. In order to move forward Holder must dig deep into his past, and with Sky’s help, find the peace that he so desperately needs.