If I should lose you. Natasha Lester. 2024.

Camille works as a transplant nurse, counselling families through heart-rending decisions. At home, her own daughter Addie is critically ill. 

When an invitation to curate an exhibition arrives from artist Jack Darcy, her late mother’s lover, Camille is plunged into unresolved questions about her childhood and her mother’s life. 

As Addie gets sicker, Camille wonders how far she will go to save her childhood - and how much of herself she can give when she has everything to lose.